....ryndu nye....

hukhuk... cepat nye mase berlalu...

lagy beberpe hary da nk rye... hukhuk.. dye da blek kg da...

ya allah knpe tdy aku rse susa sngt nk lpaskan dye pergy.. aku ryndu dye sngt2...

aku tkot cngt if dye tgglkn aku.. aku xsggop berjauhan dgn dye..

hukhuk cdey nye... dye beraye di kelantan aku pulak kedah. (utara-timur)..

ya allah jgn lah bnde burok jdy kat dye.. amin..

knpe haty nie rse smcm je???

mken lame aku mken syg sngt2 kat dye..

rase nk berkepit 24 jam je... n mken lame aku maken brany.. maken xheran dgn ape yg org ckp asalkan aku dpt bsme ngn dye..

hmmm aku mken tkot kehilangan dye.. aku harap aku dpt jage dye elok2...

mungkin aku xdpt jdy yg terbaek tok dye... tpy cukoplah aku dpt hadir dlm hidop dye..

aku rysaw dye nk trial.. aku harap dye blajaa.. emmhhh... xtaw cm mne nk luahkan yg aku btol2 ryndu dye..

aku xbley tydo... tngok la skunk  nie da kol 2.46... hukhuk..

apela dye wat tu kan.. da smpy ke blom... hukhuk rysaw nye...

arghhh ryndu nyeee...

argh... ape aku nie??

hmmm idk what im thinking... what im doing... dont understand y... i have the reason befor but then i ask myself y n im not sure what the function to do this...  idk n idk n idk... only thing i know i love him so much n very much....

but im affraid if im gona make his life suffer coz of me...

hukhuk... i love u n love u n love u... dets the only thing im really2 sure... I LOVE U.

i dont care bout others... what they gona said or think... i'll do mine..

keep moving on with u. keep my love, my heart n myself for u until forever...

I LOVE YOU

hary yang malang+menyedihkan

hukhuk... pas bebuke tdy... anim tnga text dye... den tetybe btry fon abes mse tnga type..

bru nk epy2 text ngn dye... da cdey... pas2 smpay uma tros msok bilek nk charge fon skaly chrge wat hal...

bejam2 anim try but xley gak.. im tying untill now... hukhuk..

den abah xsmpt nk bely inhaler, anim kwar ngn mma plk pgy farmasi kat hussein onn 2 dgn harapan terjumpe dye butx... sumpa cdey... xtaw cm mne nk bgy taw dye.. hukk ya allah knpe bnyk sngt dugaan nie...

n if nk pinjam fon manusie sorg tu mmg xah... xsggop..

hukhuk ya allah... den dlm kete otw blek dary farmasi, mama ckp....

maybe pas rye nie anim berpindah ke kedah.. ya allah.. lagy la anim cdey....

mmg mma da bnyk kaly ckp nk pinda.. tpy.. kaly nie xmustahil jady tol2... hukhuk knpe tyme nie??

ya allah knpe tyme aku da mule hidup bru yg happy n bhgie ngn dye bru kaw nk timbulkan bnde nie..

ya allah.. xcukop lagy ke chrge aku rosak... xley text dye.. bpe bnyk brite cdey yg aku nk dpt nie...

hukk ya allah aku xsggop tok kehilangan org yg aku syg tok kaly ke due.. aku da givup...

i mean aku da xnk kehilangan... if aku kehilangan dye kaly nie tolong lah aku ya allah.. jaowh kan aku dary lelaky2 yg ade kat dunie nie... keraskan haty aku tok tyme lelaky selaen dye...

maybe one day dye akn tgglkn aku or lpekan aku.. tpy aku akan ttp tggu dye... aku rele hidup bersendirian drpd hidup aku didatangi insan laen.. aku dah xsggop tok kehilangn lagy...

org kate tu lumrah.. mmg.. aku redha tpy cukop lah... aku da xnk rse kehilangan 2 lagy... aku akan tros mnyangi dye n mencintai dye... aku xpeduly org kate apepon kat aku...

aku taw ape yg aku bwat.. org suke bwat cite.. tu terpulang kat korg lah.. korg pnye dose...

n plisss jgn tnye aku ppe sal bnde lame... (to my frens)

sory byle aku tuka topik tyme korang sebot bnde lme..

ya allah cdey nye... byle nk esok nie?? aku xde mood  nk wat keje skola cm nie.. ya allah... cm mne nk cntck dye mlm nie?? cm mne nk tydo nie???/ maapkan anim...

anim bnyk timbulkan masala... anim tkot cngt if dye xthn.... hukhuk ya allah cm mne nie...

den tdy aku bukak blog yg dye wat.. lagu 2.... sumpa terharu aku dngr... but if 2 untok aku la...

betambah pilu aku mlm nie.. hukhuk...

ya allah... aku ryndu dye cngt2.... tlg lah aku... hukk

22 JULY 2011

hukhuk... feel so alone...

11.07.11

hukhuk... cdey nye... :'(

sampay byle aku kne lalui sume nie ya allah?? mampu ke aku bertahan??? knpe prsaan mcm nie wujud dlm diry aku??? mcm mne nak hilangkan prasaan nie??? hukkk ya allah tolong lah aku....

hmmm....

to frens: wey korang sory for evrything... doesnt mean to do this to you guys

to family: anim minx maap bnyk2 ats sala n silap yg anim da buat.. maapkan anim

to nik nurakif naqiuddin: sory for evrything... anim da bnyk sket kan aty nik kan... sory.. i love u so much

i just wana said sorry to all who's know me...

the past is past...

we need to face something that gona come...

hope we all have get ready...

n hope one day sume org yg anim pna wat sala akan maapkan anim... n anim harap cngt spe2 yg pna kenal anim dlu then maybe tyme anim knal org 2, anim ade wat sala ngn dye den plisss laaa... korang pon wat sala gak... but anim x plak nk ungket bnde 2 sume.. anim da maapkan sume org yg wat sala kat anim... easy to forgive but hard to forget kan.. hmm xpela.. anim xspmn pon dlm haty... n pliss cngt2 yg xpwas aty ngan anim tu dtg jmpe anim sniry... jgn la men ckp blakang... kutok2.. xske laa..

if anim ade berhutang dtg la jmpe anim...

maapkan anim..

happy anniversery ( 2 month )

i love u so much syg!!!